1. I love the hot tub and am so thankful Brandon got it it helps him so much.
2. Summer is almost over man it went by so fast.
3. You know when you try to do right it does pay off.
4. I really dont know what to type lol  not having a moment lol.
5. One of my favo things to eat is chips and salsa.
6. Brandon is one smart little boy even if he is missing a lot of his brain.
7. We don’t have satellite so we have been watching the same movies for months and they are getting really old…..UGH!
8. Working on my kids saying  yes ma-mam and no ma-mam but lets see how long it will last .
9. My poor dog got sick the other day but he is alot better today.
10. Well I am done and hope I didnt disappoint you to much.

The kids love to play with their Brother no matter what they are doing they seem to add him to their games. I love it I am very blessed to have such angels in my life.

I am on a new path in life and Church is a new one for me.  It not that I haven’t had faith its just that I have let it slip at times. I have always believed in GOD and loved church just going to one that I could communicate with was my problem. I have gone to several churches in my life and they all showed to be a true blessing at that time in my life. I would never say that they never showed me anything or helped in anyway because they have, but lately I have really enjoyed the company of the women at the church I am trying to go to now. I feel like GOD is trying to tell me I need them right now, I need their spiritual guidance right now. Tonight we talked about a Woman of GOD in proverbs 31 :10 The Wife of a Noble Character

As I sat there and they read what a noble woman did and how can we compare ourselves to this noble woman or how can we be this woman…I started to think maybe that is my problem. Maybe i haven’t been noble enough for my family? Maybe I need to work on doing my motherly duties better, wifely duties, and less on the little things in life. For example the verses say this:

Proverbs 31:10-18

” A wife of noble character who can find? She is worth far more than rubies” 11 her husband has full confidence in her and lacks nothing of value. 12 She brings him good, not harm, all the days of her life.13 She selects wool and flax and works with eager hands.14 She is like the merchant ships,bringing her food from afar. 15 She gets up while it is still dark she provides food for her family and portions for her servant girls.16 She considers a field and buys it,out if her earnings she plants a vineyard. 17 She sets about her work vigorously, her arms strong for her tasks.18 She sees that her trading is profitable and her lamp does not go out at night.

For these verses it talks about how strong and smart she is and how she handles her duties as a wife. What can I do in this day and age to do more for my family to show them my love and faithfulness.

1. I could show more compassion for my husband and what he does for us.
2. I could take better control of my life as I am now.
3. Be more dependent on myself and not others

There is alot we can do as women of GOD to be better wives and mothers. I mean I consider myself a great mother, but I could not complain so much when the kids don’t comply to what I want them to do, I could do it for myself, I kept reading the rest of the passages and found this woman was a hard working, loving, forgiving, faithful, strong woman. I needed this I needed to read this.

Another thing it goes to talk about it how we should not just led GOD lead our lives but have him be a huge part in our lives. The children need church, I need it and so does my husband. We are really working on being a more GODLY family! I am proud of everything we do but we could do so much more to show our appreciation.

Ever since Brandon turned 1 I have thought to myself one day I will show the world how GOD gave me him to show us all we are not alone, not the same, not perfect, and that he only does the things he does to show us he loves us. Brandon is my miracle, my insight to heaven and how precious life is. Everyday I learn from this child how not to get upset over the little things, how precious life is each day, how a smile can light someones day. If there is one thing I can say about being a mom of special needs child it is that GOD knows what he is doing when he gives you this child.SO hold on tight to that child, and your others, kiss your children everyday, teach them the word, hold them, tell them you love them, and GOD will show you the right path for you and them.

SO on with all of my rambling I just want to say thank you to everyone who has been a part of my life and remember GOD has a plan for everyone and we are all a part of it and he will show you the way sooner or later. For me it took 31 years but I see what I am suppose to do and how and I am tying my best to grasp it.

I hope this helps someone understand how a mom, wife, friend, and  church friend is suppose to be towards one another not just for show but for yourselves.

Well I am starting school in the fall….going to CCCUA of De Queen. I am excited and nervous at the same time. I can finally get around to doing things like this because Brandon is doing so well. I had to wait till he was well enough for me to be able to sit down and do a few things with out him crying all the time. We dont have alot of appts any more, he is healthy, and my home life is awesome. So this is the start to a new year for me. Thank you GOD for everything you have done for me.

Dont for get Brandon Will be 4 in a few weeks….WOW 4 that is amazing.

Finally after a long  wait we finally got Brandon’s make a wish party done. It was really nice. We had lots of family and friends there and loved that they could make it. Brandon got to get in the hot tub and have lots of fun with everyone. The Make a Wish team members brought him the head float that he needed, some clothes, toys, and bubbles, and lots of cool xx and oo lol. I am so thankful for everyone and everything being apart of this. So now to what you really wanted to see lol PICTURES LOL.
Thank you MAKE A WISH !  Thank you Family and Friends! Thank you Backyard pools and spas! Thank you Marquis Spas! Thank you to anyone I might have missed!

Well I dont have any holiday pictures sorry, was not feeling it lol. But I hope everyone was having a great time. We are all well and cant wait for Brandons up coming Birthday. Sunday we are having his MAKE A WISH party so i think I will post something good then. Love everyone have a great week.

Ok today my confessions

1. ” This week has been a weird week for me!”
2. ” My knee has been hurting to bad !”
3. ” Sometimes family members can get on my nerves but I love them anyway!”
4. ” I will miss my two older babies when they go away for a week next week!”
5. ” It will just be Lance, Brandon, and I next week WOW what will we do?”
6. ” Ready for this Make a Wish party to begin on the 11th so I can see what goodies Brandon will get lol”
7. ” My oldest son Trey is really growing up, and really got a smart mouth on him Wonder where he got it :)”
8. ” I have let go of alot people in my life that caused to much drama and I feel better about it is that bad?”
9. ” Times are hard for us but we pull through because we are strong.”
10. ” I have come across some old friends on face-book that I haven’t thought about in a long time and kind of forgot about but its nice to catch up.”

Brandon and his teacher Rhounda he loves her so much and she is wonderful with him. Thank you for taking such good care of my son during the day.

 Sometimes I just go online and try to find books that I think will be awesome for the kids, and today this is the one I found. Good thing is this lets me share which ones I will be getting for my kids and help give other ideas also. So I hope you enjoy today’s book I know I will.

;’The Tickle Monster book by Josie Bissettis sure to be a classic. A loveable monster has just flown in from Planet Tickle. His mission is to tickle any child who happens to be following along in the Tickle Monster book. Parents read aloud and do the tickling, while children laugh and squirm with delight. This limited-edition copy is hand-signed by author Josie Bissett.

Hello everyone how are you all doing today? Me and Brandon are doing well we have been doing lots of neat stuff lately and just keeps getting better. On this day we had OT and PT  and we did EXECLLENT!!! I have videos and pictures to share. I love the improvement that we have seen with him. Its always nice to hear the praises form people who havent seen him in awhile. His PT said that he has grown sooo much and that she can tell from the last time she saw him that he has improved on head control and the fact that he is trying to bend his leg and move his arms to crawl. I hope that the more we practice on this the more head control he will get and the better that he will be able to crawl. 

We also got to visit with the deafblind project and we worked on computer stuff. He was able to reach and push the button, because she didnt have a switch, and turn on the music. He loved it she is going to send me some links soon for the sites I can use with him. I have a few ideas of things he will need for this but they said that they will help me find out what suits him the best. I am excited because he is very smart little boy and he might be able soon to communicate with his mommy isnt that cool.So I hope you enjoy all of these and I hope that you have a wonderful Monday.